Love... and Hurt

Hey everyone... it's Alice again. Okay... so my life is a roller-coaster of emotions... just like every teenagers is. Throughout life, every person ought to have at least two best friends that they can count on and that they can tell everything to. Some people have more, and some people have less. I am very fortunate to have a two boys and two girls that i have that type of friendship with. Their names are: Chris, Jayce, Candace, and Meg.

About two weeks ago, Chris told me that he loves me and that he always has... and that he just hadn't told me so because he was scared. Well, I do love this guy... but as my best friend. I didnt want to hurt his feelings, so I just told him to give me some time to think about it and I truly did.

Well, he hadn't been texting me as much over the last few days, so... i wondered what i had said to make him mad or whatever. He finally texted me last night around nine, and told me that he was gonna ask this other girl out that he had liked for a while. Then, he started putting this guilt trip on me because I wasn't there for him to hold.. and stuff like that.

I acted very adult-like last night, and i just said if he needed any advice on what to say to the girl... I was here. After that, he just texted me back with stuff like, 'yeah' and 'idk' and 'whatever'. I guess he doesn't really care anymore because he isn't interested. I feel so crappy because now it is gonna be so awkward to even talk to him about anything. So, I suppose, I literally did lose my best friend. One of them anyway. Oh well. Forget him!!! I can do better. I guess...

Oh yeah... and before all that happened, I never got my phone fixed because the manager wasn't there. So NOW I have to wait until Wednesday. UGHHH!!! But oh well... I can just call people I guess. lol.

Well, I am gonna try to update my music player now... so I'm gonna go.

♥Alice Whitlock♥